dead

hi world :) today was a normal day. however the feeling is still there. when will it go away? i kept asking myself. today in class i was so silly, keep thinking abt it. that i was like dreaming. than i went to ask zul n chao dong abt it. lol the best advise r from those who don noe any thing :) i asked them either i should ask him out to watch movie. cos he alrdy like someone else. so it will be stupid if i ask him out cos its like i don wan to let him go. silly me isnt it! oh chao dong still told me that an average person will take one year  n 15 days to forget abt a person. lol i bet ill take way longer than that. its so hard to forget!! why? :( today wen we were having discussion for pe, haikal still say abt relationship. he said that what hurts the most after break ups is when u r standing infront of a person who is once ur everything n shower u with hugs. but now he is only like a stranger to you. yeah, i noe. thats exactly how im feeling.it really hurts. ah! can i just go die to stop the pain? oh , i just msg him to ask abt it the movie. but guess wat, im rejected :) yes, now my heart is breaking . bye! :)